The Epiphany

The Epiphany

Imagine my wonderment and excitement at my discovery of the power of the mind to heal the physical body!  To think it all began when I went in search of GOD.

I began my conscious spiritual journey in March of 2008.  I had left my religion a long time ago.  Yet I believed in God and intellectually knew that God was within me.  It had been years since I watched Oprah Winfrey on TV.  Then one day I got this urge to see what Oprah Winfrey was up to.  So I googled her and saw that she was starting her very OWN internet TV.  Right then she was introducing her Soul Series and her very first speaker was Eckhart Tolle.  

The topic of discussion was a book written by Eckhart Tolle called “A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life’s Purpose”.  I didn’t quite understand the title of the book but knew I had to read it.  There were a total of 8 chapters in the book and Oprah was dedicating one hour per week to each chapter in the book for a total of 8 weeks.  I decided to buy the book and read at least a chapter a week so I could follow along with the series.  I remember I was there at 8 pm each Monday night, in front of the internet, all ready to go.  I must admit that the book is still the basis of my spirituality.  I try to follow and apply the principles in that book in my day-to-day life.  It has become a way of life for me.  Today, nine years later, I know that if I stop following the basic principles I would end up right where I started distressed, dejected and disgruntled.

Once I finished the book I yearned for more.  Then one day, my husband at the time, mentioned to me that he was listening to this guy on iTunes who claims to have these beings just manifest out of thin air and talk to him.

Of course, my interest was piqued by anything magical that I heard.  So I decided to check out this podcast out by author Gary Renard.  As I listened to his podcasts he mentioned “A Course in Miracles” and how he tries to apply forgiveness every chance he gets.  He recommended that in order to establish and understand the basis of ACIM it is simpler to read his book called “Disappearance of the Universe”.  That very same day I bought the book and began to read it.  After reading it 3 times I felt the pull towards reading ACIM.  For those of you not familiar with ACIM, it is said to be the voice of Jesus.  It is divided into 3 sections.  The first section is called the Text and explains the basic principles of the Workbook part of the book.  The second section is the Workbook which contains 365 lessons.  One lesson for each day of the year.  Then the third section is the Teacher’s Manual.  Since I had read the Disappearance of the Universe I did not feel the need to read the Text part of ACIM.  It took me 2 years to finish the Workbook because after about 6 months I stopped doing the lessons.  I was distracted by someone.  I came across this lady in California who was thought to be a very highly evolved soul.  So I began to follow her and become her disciple.  However, after about a year of following her, I realized that her path was not mine.  

Feeling lost I decided to go back to ACIM.  When I first went back to ACIM, I just sat there feeling guilty for not finishing my lesson in the Workbook.  I profusely apologized to God for betraying Him.  I sat for meditation afterward and received a beautiful message.  The message was that I never deviated from the course.  That there were lessons I needed to learn, in order to continue with lessons in ACIM, that were not written in ACIM.  This helped me to realize that our whole life is full of lessons, written and unwritten, that lead us back Home.

I knew by then that ACIM could help me to experience God within.  I also knew that I did not have the brainpower to understand the principles of ACIM.  So I went in search of an ACIM teacher.  That is when I came across Rev. Jennifer Hadley, who is a student of Dr. Michael Bernard Beckwith.  I quickly signed up for her “Spiritual Bootcamp” class.  It was only 7 weeks long.  She would give a talk once a week and then I would re-listen to her recorded talks for several hours during that week.  Rev. Hadley helped me to set a strong foundation for my spirituality.

Because I had gained so much from Rev. Hadley’s Spiritual Bootcamp that I decided to continue to study under her.  I took her next class called Masterful Living.   It was during the Masterful Living class that I met a gentleman, via the FB group.  I will use his initials HR.  HR was a 70-year-old gentleman who lived in Germany.  We started to share ideas via email.  Then one day he told the FB group that he was going for a hernia repair surgery and was asking for prayers.  About a month after the surgery he requested another prayer for a second surgery because he had developed an abscess (pocket full of pus) at the site of the open wound.  Then a month later he requested another healing prayer because his open wound had a hematoma (collection of clotted blood) which needed another surgery.  Low and behold he came back a month later stating that he needed more prayers because his wound was still open and was not healing.  The doctors had told him that they wanted to wait 3-4 months before performing another surgery.  They wanted to give the wound some time to heal.  He was told that if the wound heals he will need another surgery because it will leave a disfiguring scar and if the wound does not heal of course he would need another surgery to help close up the wound.  Feeling somewhat dejected HR shared his story with me via email.  He shared that he has been married to his current wife for 50 years.  However, for the last 20 years, they had been estranged and they lived in the same house as roommates.  After HR shared his story with me, I had the epiphany that he needed to heal his relationship with his wife in order for the wound to heal.  All excited I wrote HR an email the next morning.  He responded angrily saying that, as his wife is not taking this spiritual class I should leave her out of it.  I explained to him that from all that I had learned on my spiritual journey is that he needs to learn this lesson.  If he does not learn this lesson then the lesson will repeat itself even in his future lifetimes until he learns his lesson.  After he read that he decided to give his wife unconditional Love.  Within 2 days not only did he rekindle his relationship with his wife but he would be healed completely within 10 days without leaving a disfiguring scar as was originally anticipated by his doctors.

This was the first time I saw the power of the mind to heal the physical body. That’s when I first realized that I am a medical intuitive and that I have the gift of knowing where the subconscious blockage is that is leading to dis-ease in someone’s body.   Now I knew the power of the mind. The challenge was, how do I convey this power to someone who needs healing?  This was different than any other tool I had learned in a conventional medical school.  This actually involved not only the willingness to participate on my patient’s behalf but also the willingness to forgive.  How do we embark on this journey of forgiveness when we are so wounded?  Where do we begin?  Of course just as soon as I asked this question, the answer was given to me.  This will be the topic of my next blog.

Until then I will leave you to make a list of all the people and situations that you have not forgiven.  Un-Forgiveness manifests as dis-ease in your life, whether it’s dis-ease in your physical body or in your relationships.

Happy contemplation ♡ ❤ ❣ ❥

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